Saturday, November 20, 2010

billet-doux to him

Salam.
its 12 oredi... n what is up then?
today sumone is getting older.
yes, im saying tat..yesterday before 12 he was a young man..
n all of sudden (mm power rangers lak kan? betukaaarrrrr!!!)
he bcome old man rite after 12 midnite. haha.

isn't matter. all after all.. hez no longer a boy. yet, a man.
to tell you what..

i love you so much. (tutup tinge olz! haha. karang ada benanah tinge) =.=
saya mintak maaf.. for every single wrongdoing.
THANKS to Allah for giving him alive, for giving us faith to be together..
till now.

please pray that it would be eternal. & forever.
thou people claim love words seem so fragile & uncertain.
love is unpredictable. doubtful. tears. pain. scars.
(itu je definisi love bg aku. korang ada fairytale pny story kan? =.= dont bother)
thanks for being honest for all tis time.
for being so sincere..
for putting so much effort on us, on me and our uncertain future..

i do appreciate all those thing. trust me. =')

im sorry..
for being, somehow, other than what u r expected- type-of-future-wife to be
because i was looking soo as-u-wish at the beginning n later become,
like the worst woman ever.
for being like sometime heartless, 'stone-hearted' woman..
n keep complaining tis & that..
for acting like childish that u might hate it..
for being so demand
for being selfish
for being independence which u don't like it
for being so pathetic
for being such n such negatve which i believe u wud be able to list out
the rest of my worst

because..
we've been together for years..
we've hurt each other so badly for several time..
n we keep convincing each other that the worst time will past
n everything goin to be fine.
everything gonna be okay.
everything gonna be good as before.

we feel the pain.n we give time for eachother. n later we make it again.
as 3 words 'standstill'..

I LOVE YOU ='(

there time where we feel so much in pain..
unbearable..
weak..
feel like give up && give in..
lose hope..
frust && down..
suffocate

but see! we still breathing.. =')
we never have a 'new series' of our story..
we just flow like endless..
we never started a new brand love story of ours..
we never break up
bcause..
its always the old love BUT fresh.. day by day..


HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY, MY LULLABY HUNNY,
FAEIZ MUSA.
STAY HEALTHY, & HAPPY FOREVER && EVER.
DONT STOP SMILE & LAUGH LIKE WEIRDO (& psychopath.hik3) :-*

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